Tonight I let Derek talk for a very long time before he finally fell asleep. I let him ask me 50 questions. I rubbed his back for as long as he was awake and I kissed his forehead about 100 times. I let Hayley watch 2 shows in my bed with a bottle while playing with my hair and chatting up a storm. I didn't yell at anyone to "GO TO SLEEP" Tonight I am reminded how quickly tomorrow can be ...